Yeah some people like me are just destined

To f**k up everything that we mess with

If I was made as a joke I don't get it

Missed the call but I guess I got the message

Usually I fall too hard

I'm addicted to pain

And if the worlds on fire

I'll be swimming in flames yeah

'Cause I'm too impatient to wait for change

I know I'm far from perfect

Oh yeah

But I know I can make it work

I know I can make it work

Muffled

Feels like I'm crazy everybody knows my name

But I don't even know mine lately

Weighing heavy on my brain

But I don't even know my name

This a story 'bout a ID crisis

Used to think my only future was the night shift

Brain on ADHD Auto pilot

And through it all somehow I kept smiling

I can never find the right words to say

Only a handful of family ever sees my face

But I'm only human

Don't we all make mistakes

I'm drowning in my head again

And my thoughts don't want me to win

They show compassion made of plastic

And I don't wanna be another tragedy

But I'd rather be dead than a skeleton

Dreaming 'bout the things that he couldn't be

'Cause I'm too impatient to wait for dreams

I know I'm far from perfect

Oh yeah

But I know I can make it work

I know I can make it work

Feels like I'm crazy

I know I'm far from perfection

Feels like I'm going insane

But I know I can make it work

Muffled

Feels like I'm crazy everybody knows my name

Knows my name knows my name

I'm going insane

Weighing heavy on my brain