Alive : ( (Explicit) - A$AP Ferg/Dapper Dan

Lyrics by：Darold Brown

Composed by：Darold Brown

Meditate to stop all of the brain fog

Logged out and turned Instagram off

God whispered take all of them chains off

**** I spend 300,000 on a Range for

Validation what I used to aim for

Tried to hide the shame with the fame y'all

Got guilt that drove a nigga insane y'all

Suicide became one of my main thoughts

Uber X-ing ******* for a nightcap

Addicted to the p***y learning how to fight that

Jogging in the dark had to get my psych back

Can't heal these injuries with a ice pack

Let me head to therapy and I'll be right back

I feel alive now I'm on the right track

Million dollar deal really looking type whack

Man I'm tryna buy the Beatles like I'm Mike Jack'

Like I'm Mike Jack'

Man I'm tryna buy the Beatles like I'm Mike Jack'

Shh be quiet

They gon' **** around and have to pull a mic jack

Stay tuned into the frequency love love

Yeah ah

You know we be really Uptown

I'm 'bout to start making emojis titles

Uptown Uptown Uptown

It say talk your ****

Uptown Uptown Uptown

But I'm just tryna I'm just tryna

I'm tryna find a **** to give about this rap **** in this rigged game

Treat us like slaves hand us whips and a big chain

It's funny how they call masters masters

'Cause if they own yours they making money after you die

Generation gap at my shows

Gotta feed the little kids more other the Fergie flows

Ducking all the *** I been *** all the h*es

Tryna figure out how to fill this hole up in my soul

Tryna figure out how to stop all the want

Can you be a rapper and live your life like a monk

I wanna be like Future and drop every month

But if it ain't the vision God holding my tongue

It's about instant gratification these days

Which leave us feeling worthless no matter the age

As I get more aware it's hard to stay engaged

When you notice all your peers ain't on the same page

Yeah

You know we be really Uptown

I got more **** to say

Uptown Uptown Uptown

Lemme scroll down

Hold up I'ma tell you why I'm unhappy

Uptown up

I'm unhappy about music in its current state

I'm unhappy about my appetite and my current weight

I'm unhappy about my friends and how they handle certain things

Growing pains make it stressful to go through certain change

I ever tell you get a job I ain't tryna be lame

You gotta try everything before you ask me for change

Money don't grow on trees especially with the fame

'Cause if the ship ever sink you will tarnish my name

And act like you was never a part of the blame

I crippled you by getting you apartments and rings

When a little bit of struggle can make the hustle engrain

It's treacherous waters taught you how to swim but it's hard to sustain stay afloat

Coming out

Uptown Uptown Uptown

Uptown Uptown Uptown

Stay tuned into the frequency love love