It was 2016

So convinced you mean what you say

When you're with me now I need fixing

Then It's 2018

Working every day to not let all this phase me

But I feel crazy

I don't wanna think about it

I don't like that I haven't been myself without it

I don't wanna beat around and tell the truth to me baby

I would do it all so different can't believe

I let you walk when I saw you slipping

I don't wanna talk but listen I still need you

I've been up for weeks now

Remembering to forget how

You gave me the benefit of the doubt

Knowing how it really went down

Now you were blocked and deleted

I can't stand to know you or see it

Knew that when my head and heart separated

You were the one in between

It's 2020 now we're all inside

And you jump back in my thoughts and It's all too much

2023 now and I'm writing this song

But I wish I wasn't wish I felt nothing

You were the one

I don't wanna think about it

I don't like that I haven't been myself without it

I don't wanna beat around and tell the truth to me baby

I would do it all so different can't believe

I let you walk when I saw you slipping

I don't wanna talk but listen just listen

I've been up for weeks now

Remembering to forget how

You give me the benefit of the doubt

Knowing how it really

Now you were blocked and deleted

I can't stand to know you or see it

Knew that when my head and heart separated

You were the one in between

What could I have done

To make your feet stand your ground safe

So you don't run

Say anything I need you now

I don't wanna be 70 and full of regrets

Baby you and me how can you not see it

I've been up for weeks now

Remembering to forget

You gave me the benefit of the doubt

Knowing how it really

Now you were blocked and deleted

I can't stand to know you or see it

Knew that when my head and heart separated

You were the one in between