Dear Alcohol (Mega Remix|Explicit) - Dax/Atlus/Kelsie Watts/Carly Pearl/ERV ELLO/SkyDxddy/Trippz Michaud/Kayla Rae/Common Tribe/TROY/Phix/KC Makes Music/Official DJ Aaron

Lyrics by：Alex Nour/Daniel Nwosu Jr.

Composed by：Alex Nour/Daniel Nwosu Jr.

Produced by：Lex Nour

LexNour

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted just to fill my head with lies

Feelin' like Superman the Henny makes me fly

Until I wake up as the sun sets

I pick up that bottle tell me what's another regret

I'm addicted to the buzz I've tried hard to give you up

But nothin' seems to work right now I'm feelin' stuck

Promised my loved ones that I was done but

We both know I ain't done 'cause

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I keep sayin' I'ma change but I can't stay away

'Cause there's a hole inside my heart that's growin' every day

So I medicate I take it straight tryna find a remedy to numb the pain

Keep prayin' help me find a way to heal me before I suffocate

Come find me I'm about to break open a bottle and chase it all away

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted

It's a quick high then a long low and you call me tryna come home

But I can't be your only remedy tryna save you is gon' kill me

So write it down put it in a song

Hope you pour it out we'd all feel less alone

'Stead of gettin' wasted waste your time makin' somethin' real

You can turn your waste to power helpin' other people heal

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

Yeah

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I'm passed out and it's like I'm in a war

Life is passin' while I'm wasted on the floor

See I've been drownin' in a life without no passion

Copin' with this drink and I know it's tragic

I wanna feel real life I want some real kisses feel the real touch

Find a real Mrs. 'til the fog is gone

With God as my witness I'ma sober up I'ma sober up

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

Just one more shot of whiskey then I'll put the bottle down

The warmth that it provides me is the best thing that I have found

And I know that it can't kill me 'cause I'm already dead

And I would do anything to drown these thoughts inside my head

I'm messed up f**ked up and I only disappoint

My mental health doesn't give me much a choice

Drunk in the crowds gettin' lost in all the noise

If someone screams and no one hears do they even have a voice

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I spent half my life drinkin' other half over-thinkin'

Blame it on a disposition and a family full of addiction

Some say it's already written I guess the first step is admittin'

It's hard bein' sober and dealin' with feelings

Now I ain't a quitter but things have been different yeah

No more bottles still catchin' waves in and out we gon' turn the bass

Used to buy into bein' an addict until I learned another way

I've been findin' my balance lettin' go of my malice

Here's a toast to the challenge yeah

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

On the rocks straight up so I don't feel a thing

I'd rather deal wit' it the next day than feel the pain

Try to find another way go to sleep and fly away

But I close my eyes and I can't escape

Just a bad b***h with some issues I can't seem to solve

Always end up hurtin' anyone who get involved

And I tried but I'm no good at lovin' you

Said I was busy but I really just stayed at home

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

Since you've been gone I've been sippin' into my sorrows

One last bottle then tomorrow I'll be sober but I

I can't escape this hole that I've been diggin' in

All my demons fightin' wars that I can't really win

So I bite my tongue and hit the wall until I bleed

Trapped in my thoughts until it's hard for me to breathe

And I know it's hard for you to see

But this liquor's got a hold on me

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

Ooh

Every time I look in the mirror all I see oh-whoa

Is somebody just wonderin' why they always leave

Ooh-hoo instead of dealin' with it and feelin' it

I tell myself I don't need someone when it's all that I need

Oh deep down I'm so lonely

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

Ooh

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

At 14 I had my first OJ and vodka and thought I was so G

But that quickly turned into poppin' these pills

And mixin' my drink with the c*****e

But then I OD'd I shoulda listened when they told me

Now when I drink

I get to sendin' you these messages just 'cause I'm lonely

And it ain't 'cause I'm wasted it's because I'm lost I need you to call

And I don't know no other way to take away the pain

I'm 'bout to fall

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

You ever look back to a certain time and try to reminisce

And all you get is little flashes a piece of the past

And as each year pass you start to realize

The only thing that last is the bottom of a glass

And your friendships' plastic oh well that s**t happens

But what about when you can't even make it through the day

And your hands start shakin' your girlfriend left

And your parents pray for your safety

Not just pray

But the type that would make even atheists' feel like it's somethin' to faith

'Cause maybe only God knows what it takes

Maybe only I know how to break it

But I can't 'cause I'm caged in the shell of a man right now

I don't really wanna hear it hurt the people that are dearest

And it took my soul that's why they call it spirits

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

You drink the bottle to feel okay you thought the pain woulda went away

Tired of the emptiness feelin' you filled it with drink to drown out the pain

But you didn't know the things you was losin' in life

You couldn't face any problems

Now facin' the bottle and it cost you losin' your life

Left me alone on this earth

And I need advice for the problems I have

Sometimes I just wanna pour me a drink

But then I remember the power it has soon as you take that first drink

You take it and then it will take you

I wish you coulda found help or I wish that I could've saved you

You was the one that was drinkin'

But you'll never know what it did to me

I buy me a 5th and I get to thinkin'

And pour it all out in ya memory

I'm glad that you're finally happy now I'm the one who'll suffer

You was the one with the problem

Now you're gone and I'll never recover hm

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

Oh no no

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

No no no

I got wasted

I got wasted

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted