Dear Alcohol - Dax

Lyrics by：Dax

Composed by：Dax

I got wasted

'Cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until

I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til

I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted

'Cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until

I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone

I don't recognize

I got wasted

Repeat the cycle every day

I gotta start with a drink

My life been getting sorta crazy

And I don't wanna think

I look myself right in the mirror

And I don't even blink

Then I get angry take the rest

And pour it right in the sink

I know where this road goes

Alcohol ain't my friend but

I keep drinkin' 'cause these demons roam

And follow me 'round everywhere I go

It clouds my mind and soul

It turns my heart cold

But I keep drinkin' 'cause

It makes me feel like I'm not alone

I'm havin' problems my pride won't let me reach out

Lookin' at this bottle havin' nothin' but doubt

Don't wanna drink but it keeps

Comin' around and around and around

I got wasted

'Cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until

I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone

I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted

'Cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until

I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone

I don't recognize

I got wasted

I know I need to quit

I need to quit

I gotta do better

I gotta do better

Example to these kids

Example to these kids

Cause they're watching when I'm there

But I'm scared

'Cause I've been chasin' the man that

I am when I start to drink

He's cocky confident

And he don't give a d**n what you think

This world is beatin' me down

And it's pushed me right to the brink

I take a shot every time

Because man it helps me escape

I'm takin' care of these people

But no one takes care of me

I want to talk to somebody

But I feel no one relates

I need better now

I think I've lost my way

I'm havin' battles with faith

It's painted right on my face

I hope better times are comin'

No chase but I'm still runnin'

I gotta take control

And I won't stop for nothin'

Dear God this is my test

Promise that I'll do my best

Just help me with this pain

I feel and pressure that is on my chest

I got wasted

'Cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until

I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone

I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted

'Cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until

I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone

I don't recognize

I got wasted