i've lost the train of my life

due observation of others grief

and by the time my environment ruins

i will feel nothing but impotence

a sigh condenses my laments

falling down to earth through dirty rain

sliced into thousand of new drops

and spreading my hopes with'em all

all my remembrance

reflected as in a kaleidoscope

over the vast sphericity

of its shaved surface

fake illusion

detached exile

all my life has been so empty

now that i know my time has gone

no more liquid flows inside me

all was dried with the heat of my wrath

rot my entrails and scorched my sighs

until the hole of wasted years was full

a breath of sick air escapes from me

exhaled by a deep black lounge

envenoms mankind with its sadness

a mental poison that cannot be cured

i've spent dead hours

admiring the pass of time

through an opaque raindrop

across my window glasses

fake illusion

detached exile

all my life has been so empty

now that i know my time has gone

and as i watch its march

seconds don't stop at amy steps

life slips by the hands

of seasons i've mislayed.