My Window (Explicit) - RittZ

Fake smile on my face feeling

Suicidal safety off of my gun

Can't tell it was real

Or a cry for help but I feel

Like if I don't make one

I'ma follow through my girl

Gonna follow suit cause she tries

Every time I'm gone

Last tour she done slit her wrists

And this time she done OD'd

Blacked out and broke her arm

Feel bad lyin' to

Her bout the coke I done

The doc said if I keep drinking

And crown I won't make it to see 38

Then I'm wasted again on

The floor in the hotel room

With puke stains on

The drapes and the carpet

Gotta call at eight

O'clock in the morning

Said my boy took the

Keys to my car and drove

It through the front

Door of an exxon and

Cops came and locked him up

They said they had a warrant

Now I'm spending all

My tour money on his lawyer

Lord if this is you

Sending us a warning

I hear it loud and clear

And please god I swear

I won't ignore it anymore

This type of torment is torture

But show us a way

On my knees and I'm screaming

To god and I heard him say

He told me when it rains it pours

Rains it pours

And I can hear the pouring rain

Pouring rain

It feels just like a hurricane

Just came right outside my window

Woah oh

But one day when the rain is gone

Rain is gone

The thunder from the storm rolls on

Rolls on

I woke up and I seen the sun

And it shine right inside my window

And it feels like

Euphoria

Some kid just said

That they in to me

And told me everything

I rap about

Feel like it happened

To him identically

That he was listening

To misery loves company

And wishin rittz

I feel just like you

I'm tryna rap and

I'm flunkin' school

The only thing I really

Care about in this world

Is my girl and she been

F**king with another dude

And I was hoping maybe

You would tell me what to do

I'm tryna make it with

The scraps that I have

Working fast for

The stack of some cash

But its like I'm losing

The enthusiasm I have

Trying to master

The craft as a rapper

All I hear is laughter

Just got in a scrap with my dad

He hit me in the eye

And he blackened it bad

All I ever wanted from him

Was a pat on the back

And I bet if I was dead he'd be glad

Hit him back so relax

This how life works

When you feel like

You sitting at the bottom you not

To get better sh*t gets worse first

Gotta reverse the negative vibe

Keep praying to god

I don't believe in a made up curse

Told him that I prayed to the lord

And he said these words

He told me when it rains it pours

Rains it pours

And I can hear the pouring rain

Pouring rain

It feels just like a hurricane

Just came right outside my window

Woah oh

Woah oh

But one day

When the rain is gone

The thunder from the storm rolls on

I woke up and I seen the sun

And it shine right inside my window

And it feels like

Euphoria

Euphoria

We keep pourin' up

A big enormous cup

Of crown royal

Puff another joint and trust

You're gonna hoist me up

When the devil wanna stick a

Pitchfork in us

Or wanna burn us in a

Furnace till we boil up

Beggin' the lord above

To show remorse for us

We was born in a metamorphosis

Formed in something

Far less unfortunate

We absorbed enough

Pain to push the rush

Through our veins like

A sting from a scorpion

We ashamed 'cause

We can't afford the stuff

We wanna buy hard to

Find some form of love

Or find a formula of

Course sure enough

You in a rut now

Layin' on the floor in cuffs

They say the storm is comin'

But the lightning shoulda

Never f**ked with us

Cause

He told me when it rains it pours

Rains it pours

And I can hear the pouring rain

Pouring rain

It feels just like a hurricane

Just came right outside my window

Woah oh

But one day when the rain is gone

Rain is gone

The thunder from the storm rolls on

Rolls on

I woke up and I seen the sun

And it shine right inside my window

And it feels like

Euphoria

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