I’m so over this

I hate everything

Wanna pull the ******* plug

Baby promise me next time I OD let me rot in the mud

I’m so over this

I hate everything

Wanna pull the ******* plug

Baby promise me next time I OD let me rot in the mud

And I can’t feel a thing

It’s been so ******* long since I’ve wanted to be alive

Only stay in here in the misery

For my family’s sake every time

There’s a fear I have that when I die this will all start again

Like a waking nightmare that I cannot escape

I can never really disappear

Please god let me know when the lights go out

Will these feelings all stop too

And please don’t bring me back to this place

Everyday is a test I will make it through

I’m so over this

I hate everything

Wanna pull the ******* plug

Baby promise me next time I OD let me rot in the mud

And I can’t feel a thing

It’s been so ******* long since I’ve wanted to be alive

Only stay in here in the misery

For my family’s sake every time

There’s a fear I have that when I die this will all start again