Parkstone Drive (Explicit) - Russ

Lyricist：Russ/Sting

Composer：Russ/Dominic Miller

Yeah it's crazy

Yeah I need y'all to listen

Yeah yeah

Yeah it rains sometimes even when it shines

Don't give up don't give up

Know it rains sometimes even when it shines

Don't give up don't

Yeah

My parents' marriage in shambles

I won't lie it hurts

I thought money would fix it

But it just made it get worse

See my dad was the man 'til his job cut ties

He went broke I got rich

That sh*t f**ked with his pride

Yeah I recognize it was disturbing to see

The family stopped turnin' to him and started turnin' to me

Going through it I know he tried to hide the pain

If he gave up and got a job his dad died in vain

'Cause his dad ran a business

So my dad tried to run one too but there's a difference

No income my dad started loosin' his confidence

Meanwhile everyday

I got brand new accomplishments

At the height of my career was his lowest

And that's a lie 'cause we both still goin'

Me up him down it caused a lot of angst

Argument got out of hand had to call Frank

All my efforts ignored he threw it all in my face

There's not a song long enough where

I can say what I gave

Sh*t's crazy mom couldn't believe it

I mean she's cried in the past you know

Threatened to leave him

But she never had the money to but I got it now

It's bittersweet that this is how

I bought my mom a house

Oh well guess I should have seen it comin'

All the tears all the threats all the fightin' and fussin'

Hardly any lovin' way too much hate

Finally tried to change mom said it's too late

Move out day came and went still in shock sh*t

Doesn't even know where my mom's new spot is

Wasn't the first time but this was the worst time

Curved by your own family is the worst kind

All this sh*t been happenin' while I was blowin' up

And it's still going on now you know what's up

Yeah it rains sometimes even when it shines

Don't give up don't give up

Know it rains sometimes even when it shines

Don't give up don't

Yeah

I got way too much stress for any more bad press

Especially another lie that they make up and stretch

D**n I can't lie sh*t is takin' a toll

So much hate sent to me some stays in my soul

To the point that when I walk into the booth

That's what I let out

Makes for good songs but mentally I'm tryna get out

Tryna focus on the good not the evil

Can't complain this how I always greet people

I'm exhausted exasperated from the pain that

I'm facin' and masquerading

Don't get it twisted I'm grateful for everything

But the devil's still asking for a wedding ring

I declined tried to focus on love

Tried to focus on fans tried to focus on Russ

Everyday another lie sometimes it feels like a curse

Sometimes it feels like necessary preparation for first

Yeah it rains sometimes even when it shines

Don't give up don't give up

Know it rains sometimes even when it shines

Don't give up don't

Yeah it rains sometimes even when it shines

Don't give up don't give up

I know it rains sometimes even when it shines

Don't give up no