You took all my money

And left me to die

I knew it was dangerous

And still paid the price

I’ve been betraying myself

Since I was a child

Been played for a fool

It’s suicide

How could I ever trust again...

If it always ends the same?

It’s such a travesty

I’m living in fantasy

Each haunting disaster

I barely survive

Sequestered in solitude

I’ve made up my mind

I’ll never betray myself

For the rest of my life

No longer a fool

It’s slow suicide

How could I ever trust again...

If it always ends the same?

It’s such a travesty

I’m living in fantasy

Living in fantasy

How could I ever trust again

If it always ends the same

It’s such a travesty

Oh I will never trust again

If it always ends the same

It’s such a travesty

I’m living in fantasy

Obsessive insanity

Fantasy

Rejecting reality

Another fantasy

I’m living in a fantasy