Ill Ender - Cryptopsy

Lyrics by：Matt McGachy/Christian Donaldson/Flo Mounier/Oli Pinard

Composed by：Matt McGachy/Christian Donaldson/Flo Mounier/Oli Pinard

Produced by：Christian Donaldson

These tears are only empty vessels

Raining down upon this

Ill hopless bloodstained terrain

I once hoped to strive here

I never thought I'd die here

Pain gives them strength

They laugh and watch my breakdown

Weep as I may screaming in fright

Nobody cares

A plea for help falls on deaf ears

Flawed ritual eager to flee

Screaming to the masses

In hope that they would hear

They pretended to care deceivers

They all nodded with concern

Fake reassuring gestures

As if that changed anything

Documented and filed away

Strategies and detailed plans

Focus group shams

Another bell another searing message

Another threat another sinister taunt

I try to ignore the pain

I try to numb it with a blade

My once delicate skin is a caricature

Of the child I used to be so sweet so innocent

A few more slices the red makes their words subside

Digging deeper in my forearm used to make me feel so fine

But lately this feels so boring

Fresh canvas is what I need

To paint and maim a new idea

Another bell another searing message

Another threat another sinister taunt

I try to ignore the pain

I try to numb it with a blade

So rejuvenated let's make someone else weep

They have consumed me whole essence is fuelled by hate

I strive to endure but that end seems too late

Far too late

Shattered blind and weeping

Broken empty human

I finally decide to rest

Their spiteful words and voices

Continuously constant echoing

Never ending cycle repeating within me

I cry out for guidance

To sullen overpacked ears

There is no one that can help me

There is no one that cares

I found my father's gun

I brought it to school

I shook as I fired it

I screamed as they did too

I hoped this would end it

But it just made things worst