hard to be human - Kaitlin Stark

Lyrics by：Kaitlin Stark

Composed by：Kaitlin Stark

I'm a liar

When you ask me how I am

I will say I'm doin' fine

When I haven't been

I'm a loser

I'll step out onto the ring

And let every stupid thing

Knock me down

But no one knows

Like an actress I play roles

When you see me you won't know

That I'm drowning

'Cause you'll hear a fake laugh from behind a smile

Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile

A big hug I've been great

But really I'm lying to your face

I don't wanna look weak but I am

'Cause I don't think they'll understand

Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doin'

But d**n it's hard to be human

I'm a cheater

I'll do things the easy way

Just so I'll get through the day

Without screamin'

And I'm a cynic through and through

And it's no offense to you

But I won't let you in

'Cause I can't get burned again

So you'll hear a fake laugh from behind a smile

Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile

A big hug I've been great

But really I'm lying to your face

I don't wanna look weak but I am

'Cause I don't think they'll understand

Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doin'

But d**n it's hard to be human

I'm just a girl

With a heart too big for her own good

I would give it up if I could but I can't

So if I see you and you ask me how I am

You'll hear a fake laugh from behind a smile

Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile

A big hug I've been great

But really I'm lying to your face

I don't wanna look weak but I am

But I am

'Cause I don't think they'll understand

Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doin'

When really it's so hard to be human

Really it's so hard to be human