i hate waking up (Explicit) - Powfu/Rxseboy/SadBoyProlific/Alek Olsen

Lyrics by：Isaiah Faber/Anthony Tubbs/Alek Olsen/James Woodcock/Evan Helm

Composed by：Isaiah Faber/Anthony Tubbs/Alek Olsen/James Woodcock/Evan Helm

When the sun

Widens in size

I no longer know what's going on in here

Powfu：

Waking up soon but I wanna sleep

Nothing is worse than leaving these sheets

Barely awake still brushing my teeth

Running the tap rinse and repeat

You were the lady and I was the tramp

But showing you off I felt like the champ

I was your favourite but fading away

Leaving saliva all over my face

Movies on Fridays no longer a thing

Huh I feel a sting

What didn't I bring cause I brought a lot

In case you come back I'll be saving your spot

Tried making a difference and showing you life

Stuck at your side you stuck in the knife

Pouring you wine you pouring my blood

Wipe out my life in need of a flood

I need a flood

I need an ending

Scared of the truth

So I'll keep pretending

Don't need a reason

I been defeated

Now I'm alone I'll be looking for Jesus

SadBoyProlific：

Ever seen somebody die

Ever cut your wrist with the bluntest of knives

Hate your friends started texting goodbyes

Ain't nothing left but death in your eyes

Sometimes people leave and the lesson's acceptance

The older you get harder it is to get it

Some people look for you some look for a exit

Might hurt you might hate it but never regret it

I don't run from pain it made me

How could I ever hate what had shaped me

Been to hell how could death ever phase me

Wish em well even when they all hate me

Let me be take my soul and finally set it free

Spread my ashes on the 7 seas

Let me rest in peace when I'm dead deceased

Swear a grave's the only thing that's left for me

Ain't a discography this a effigy

I'm a giant so when I am dyin'

You had better make sure that I'm buried 7 feet

My reflection defers to the left of me

Crackin under pressure don't let it get to me

You could even break me down chemically

Rap and pain the only thing my chemistry contains

I think it's meant for me

Rxseboy：

I think it's meant for me

Maybe not meant to be

I'm sick and tired of fighting with enemies

Trying to cry she lied about everything

I wanna die but that's a petty thing

I got a lot more I could be giving

Some people hate me that's a given

Wonder what I could've done

To act like the sun

And put some good use to my energy

I think I'm done done done done

I wanna run run run run

Tried to get some some some some

And I ****** up my funds funds funds funds

I got like two years to be me

And I got like three days in a week

Now I got like four things that I need

And I bought like five pills Imma sleep

Yea you know I'm tired as ****

I thought I'd die as a kid

I brought a knife into school

And they told me it is what it is

Should've been locked in a prison

Talk about ****ty decisions

I had to roam no intention

Told me to work for my pension hm

Nowadays I've been getting paid

Cuz the music got me some attention