Applebee's Bar - Spraynard

I am every person that you've ever ignored

I am the flamming bag of dogshit on your porch

Used to think I was a savior a part of a cause

Now see I am nothing no nothing at all

I am every reason that you scream all these words

I am every call and I am every verse

I'll never let you feel done you'll always be haunted

I will keep you fighting

It's not what I wanted

It's not what I wanted

It's not what I

I am all the bills that they slide under your door

I am the bleeding heart beating under your floor

Move out move on

I think I wanted to live like this

I think I'm done with being ignored

But there's still empty cups and cracks on my apartment floor

I'll let conversations bleed through my front door

The heated kettle screaming out I need to stop what I started

Things have changed

It's not what I wanted

It's not what I wanted

It's not what I wanted

It's not what I