Forgot How To Dream - Ekali/K.Flay

Why can't I be myself when I'm by myself

I'm only nervous alone what did I settle for

Just a metaphor of something that felt like a home

Black ivy I'm so lost come find me wandering

Used to be reliable now I'm liable

For promises I couldn't keep

I was a little kid I was different

The war is alive as we sleep

All day I shut my mind just days behind

Guess I forgot how to dream

Guess I forgot how to dream

Think that I'm losing it I'm confusing things

That I used to keep in a light

Why can't I trust myself learn to love myself

They say it's a sign of the times

Don't leave me oh my mind won't stay easy easy

I've been along for the ride but I haven't been driving

Haven't used my eyes in a minute swear I'm sincere

But the w**d and the Internet clouded my vision

These lights make it hard just to

Sit in or live in the skin that I got

Turn into something I'm not

I'm looking at photos of people looking at the cloud

Guess I forgot how to dream

Guess I forgot how to dream

Guess I forgot how to dream dream dream

Guess I forgot how to dream dream dream dream