Alone With Me (Explicit) - Hopsin

Marcus f**king Hopson my guy what up

Don't mean to intervene

How are things going

Talk to me how you livin' G

You look so confused right now

Do you remember me

'Cause I've been with you since a teen

F**kin' you up mentally

I love it I do stayin' inside your head

Where the rent is free

I'm just here to make sure you

Keep all your crazy tendencies

Look at yourself in disbelief

Struggle with your identity

Stuck in depression until you diagnosed with it clinically

How's your love life

It's still a trifling mess

N***a you thirty-five you haven't found a wifey yet

I mean if I was you would I be stressed Y-E-S

I guess a mail-order bride is nice it might be best

So how did you manage to get rich yet be so empty

Constantly stuck in a deep old frenzy

Maybe your ego ain't eco-friendly

Bro you got a life that we don't envy

And I bet suicide must be so tempting do it

Wait hold up d**n

****'s wrong with me

I can't leave me alone with me

I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him

It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror

Wait hold up s**t

It's got control of me

I don't know who I'm supposed to be

I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him

It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror

So how's the rap life

Do people enjoy your music

Or you still spittin' that bulls**t

To destroy the youth with

Be honest you live in the shadow of Joyner Lucas

Oh oh

You jealous I know that you are

My point is proven

F**k happened to you

You was spittin' so cold you was the

I'll mind of Hopsin on the list with the goats

Then you fell off

You should've took a different approach aw

I hate to say it but you'll never

Be like Kendrick or Cole n***a

It's f**ked up that isn't fair Marcus

I'm hoping that God will answer your prayers Marcus

But even if he does the chances are rare that

You'll have hands in the air headlining Madison Square garden

N***a put the mic' down don't you fight this fight

'Cause you the corny rapper only weird white kids like

So every time the blogs post you the comments gon' roast you

I would rather be dead than be caught livin' in your shoes

Wait hold up I'm tripping

F**k's wrong with me

I can't leave me alone with me

I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him

It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror

Wait hold up please stop

It's got control of me

I don't know who I'm supposed to be

I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him

It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror

Aight I got an idea

I'll tell you how it works

It's gonna sound a little outrageous

But hear me out first

You turn your phone off for two weeks

And start an outburst of worried family members

Which leads to a local town search

But when they find you

You dead inside of your crib perfect

With a letter that says goodbye to your kid

But you don't get to see him anyway

'Cause your ex is wildin' and s**t

So in his little head it's like

You already died it's a trip

While you reside in heaven or hell

Which ever side that it is

Your baby mom's a regret

That s**t you never tried to get fixed

If you're alive chances

Are she'll never try to repent

I'm just tryna show you ways

To exercise your revenge

All you want is love right

Well you gon' have to get some balls

Shoot your f**kin' brains

Out until they splat against the walls

I mean it has to hit the blogs

And all your fans will get involved

And you'll be missed

'Cause people don't know what they have until it's lost

Hug your dad and kiss your mom before

This transition is done into the new life

Your current one is trash it isn't fun

Yeah everybody got problems and we all fightin' this big war

But your problems are different

You got nothin' to live for

Wait hold up

Oh no

F**k's wrong with me

I can't leave me alone with me

I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him

It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror

Wait hold up

Please stop

It's got control of me

I don't know who I'm supposed to be

I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him

It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror

What I'm thinking what you're

Thinking is not the important thing

We're alive right now that is the important thing

It is important that you focus

On this fundamental sense of aliveness within you

And then you'll see there's a natural

Distance between you and your thought process

Once you create a little space between

You and your mind between you and your body

This is the end of suffering

Don't identify any thought as negative

Because it's just a thought

Who told you it's negative

It's just a thought you're making it up

Maybe you like it what's the problem

If you understand it's just a thought it has no power

If you think it's a reality then it destroys you