7 Years Old (Remix) - Inxidy

Written by：Sabastian Cole Stratman

Is there anybody that I can trust

My mama leaving me in selfish lust

Now I am the one who has to deal with the cuts

I'm trying to figure out a way

Somehow I can make this just

If she didn't want me why did you let him bust

I was a baby maybe a couple of months

Now I'm little boy building his life up with clay

Walk around school and my eyes turn grey

Why am I crediting her she didn't want me anyway

She missed out on flying a kites

She missed out on teaching me how to ride a bike

How did she feel did I ever I cross his mind

I grew up and got stuck up

Middle finger up

And I guess that's what lead me to cuss

I am sorry dad I know that is not want you want

You did what you could and I realize that now

Dad I love you and I really hope your proud

And thank you for always being around

Even if the whole world had you hell bound

Somehow how even if you did leave

I'd want my last words to be

It's always just you and me

I'm tired of thinking that this life is it

I'm tired of being surrounded by hopelessness

I've felt this way since 7 years old

When my step mom left me on a rope

It's not like my real mah didn't leave me to choke

Not a single word she spoke

And I feel like nobody cares yo

I'm tired of taking the weight of everybody

But it's hard to bear

I wish there was a day where nobody tears

Wish we could put away all of our fears

Leave them aside

And repair what was damaged and left behind

I wish I wasn't pushed away just

Because I have a different mind

I wish everybody could just be alright

Just for a day

Calling out others and accusing them of fake

This society is getting really hard to take

I don't mean to be blunt

But this world needs to shut up

And there's pain we need to confront

I don't need money or power or even fame

I just want people to remember my name

He's the one that didn't play the game

He is the one that rose and became great

Through the depression that kid is a saint

How many people he helped relate

He opened the gate for the kids

Who felt over or under weight

The kids that had parents that left abandonment

The kid that stood up and said hey

I'm still standing man