i tried everything (Explicit) - Foster/Kailee Morgue/Zaini

Lyrics by：Kailee Morgue/Colin Foster Taylor/Cheyenne Zaini

Composed by：Kailee Morgue/Colin Foster Taylor/Cheyenne Zaini

Kailee Morgue/Foster：

I swear I've tried everything

Cut the coffee for some tea

Cutting friends off who were mean

And I tried to get more sleep

Yeah

Foster/Kailee Morgue：

I swear I tried everything they said's supposed to work

How come no one told me as a kid that life's supposed to hurt

Yeah I heard that better days are right around the corner but

I peaked around it just to find out that I'm sort of f**ked

So now I walk around emotionless a hopeless mess

Drownin' in this hopelessness

Pretendin' that I'm swimmin' let's see how long I can hold my breath

Before I hit the bottom floor

Hide away and lock my door

And overthink my problems more

I just don't know why it's just gotta be this hard to exist

There's nothing left that I can do to help I'm convinced

'Cause I swear that I tried everything

Everything everything

Cut the coffee for some tea

For some tea for some tea

Cutting friends off 'cause they're mean

Who were mean who were mean

And I tried to get more sleep

Get more sleep get more sleep

Yeah

I swear I tried everything and haven't seen a result

Wish I could go back to my teens don't want to be an adult

My life just isn't how it seemed it'd be when I was a kid

Now when I wake up from my dreams I wish that I never woke

'Cause they're so vivid

But the second I get out of bed I watch it fade to monotone

Surrounded by the ones I love but in my head I'm all alone

I put my phone on silent take a walk and then it starts to rain

Coincidence but ever since it happened haven't been the same

Why it's just gotta be this hard to exist

There's nothing left that I can do to help I'm convinced

'Cause I swear that I tried everything

Everything everything

Cut the coffee for some tea

For some tea for some tea

Cutting friends off 'cause they're mean

Who were mean who were mean

And I tried to get more sleep

Get more sleep get more sleep

Yeah

I swear I tried every

I swear I tried it all got better sleep

Had therapy two times a week

I hit a wall and I broke to pieces

Still ain't gotten back on my feet

I don't recall feelin' like myself

This medication I'm on's no help

I tried to hide how I feel inside

But I'm losing grip on my mental health

Whoa

Why it's just gotta be this hard to exist

There's nothing left that I can do to help I'm convinced

'Cause I swear that I tried everything

I tried everything I swear yeah

Cut the coffee for some tea

I tried everything I swear yeah

Cutting friends off who were mean

I don't know what else to do

And I tried to get more sleep

Get more sleep get more sleep

Kailee Morgue：

But the roots are planted so deep

Do you think that you could love me