Trans Mantra - Ezra Furman

Composed by：Ezra Furman

I wake up early to get things started

I do my make up and I do my hair

I practice walking and speaking softly

So it looks easy as if I don't care

On bad days I take it slowly

On good days I'm up and out in an hour

The past is over it's just behind me

It's getting closer but it holds no power

I don't want to know

I don't want to know what they're saying about me

I don't want to know

I don't want to show that it devastates me

I'm living somewhere nobody goes to

I'm speaking in a language nobody talks

The window broken a cold wind blows through

My soul a series of electrical shocks

A failed equation a hypothetic

A woman standing but constructed to fall

Existing as a minimalism

Only just barely as a woman at all

I don't want to know

I don't want to know what they're saying about me

I don't want to know

I don't want to show that it devastates me

I don't want to know

I don't want to know what

They're saying about me I don't want to know

I don't want to go where the

Demons breed I don't want to know

I don't want to

I don't want to know

I don't want to

I don't want to know