PARALYZED - AViVA

Composed by：AViVA/MataisC/Jean-Paul Fung

Produced by：Jean-Paul Fung

Dark or light don't matter when you're feeling like me

I could be on stage or hiding under the sheets

Come a little closer, let you catch my disease

Sick of wanting to scream, hold on!

Feeling kinda freaked out, is this called insecure?

I had all the pieces, all my ducks in row

Now I'm looking out I don't know where I should go

What is there left to do?

Hold on!

I don't really get why I'm holding on

When I really want to let go

But my brain rejects to the things I want to forget

I cannot say no

I don't understand, this seems underhand

Hell, who's side am I even on?

But my brain rejects and I can't forget

Even though I want to let go

Are you even listening?

I'm sick of these feelings

They're wrapping and trapping me

They're dragging me

And I can't get free

Are you even listening?

I'm sick of these feelings

They're grabbing and stabbing me

Changing reality

Paralyzed

Fight or flight

I'm paralyzed

And out of time

And nothing's right

But did I try?

When I'm paralyzed

Paralyzed

Fight or flight

I'm paralyzed

And out of time

And nothing's right

But did I try?

When I'm paralyzed

I am always trying

But the pieces are wrong

Never click together, never coming in strong

Stared into the mirror, left me feeling alone

I just want to go home

Hold on!

I don't really get

Why I'm holding on when I really want to let go

But my brain rejects to the things I want to forget

I cannot say no

I don't understand, this seems underhand

Hell, who's side am I even on?

But my brain rejects

And I can't forget

Even though I want to let go

Are you even listening?

I'm sick of these feelings

They're wrapping and trapping me

They're dragging me

And I can't get free

Are you even listening?

I'm sick of these feelings

They're grabbing and stabbing me

Changing reality

Paralyzed

Fight or flight

I'm paralyzed

And out of time

And nothing's right

But did I try?

When I'm paralyzed

Paralyzed

Fight or flight

I'm paralyzed

And out of time

And nothing's right

But did I try?

When I'm paralyzed