Wish that I could say it was different

Wish that I could say it was true

But it doesn't make any difference

You can be as cold as you want to

I spend my days in the alleyways

To covered up my relinquished life

It's hard to avoid it when

My entire world is a sleepless night

Maybe someday you'll recover

All the bets that you've made

On a fool hearted lover

And his selfish masquerade

And even in my darkest hour

Blistered light marks the way back home

I've tried hard to fight it but

A calloused heart is a sinking stone