worthless (Explicit) - eli.

I'm always so alone

Even when surrounded

By people that I know

I'm always so astounded

By my ability to ruin everything

Losing friends and starting fires

Everyone thinks I'm a liar

I always stay at home

'Cause I'm not good in public

I sit here on my phone

I'm always disappointed

I watch them live their lives

I wish that I were happy

Victim of my generation

Time machines can not erase it

Who am I supposed to be

When will I be complete

When will they be proud of me

It's getting harder to see

Slit my wrists bloody fists

Questioning why I exist

Pain persists evil gifts

F**king up my life to s**t

I'm worthless I'm worthless

I'm worthless slit my wrists until I bleed out

I try to stay strong

No matter what I do

I'm always in the wrong

It never gets easier

But maybe that's the point

It's part of growing up

Messing up and learning from it

That's just life it's necessary

Clinging to hope

What else is there to live for

Got nowhere to go

What else is pain good for

I am confident that your life has purpose

It's okay you will get through it

Don't give up 'cause someone needs you

Who am I supposed to be

When will I be complete

When will they be proud of me

It's getting harder to see

Slit my wrists bloody fists

Questioning why I exist

Pain persists evil gifts

F**king up my life to s**t

I'm worthless I'm worthless

I'm worthless slit my wrists until I bleed out

Please don't give up

Gotta stay strong gotta move on

Gotta know hope when you feel low

Please you gotta know

That someone needs you

Please don't give up

Gotta stay strong gotta move on

Gotta know hope when you feel low

Please you gotta know

That someone needs you

Slit my wrists bloody fists

Questioning why I exist

Pain persists evil gifts

F**king up my life to s**t

I'm worthless I'm worthless

I'm worthless slit my wrists until I bleed out

I'm worthless I'm worthless

I'm worthless slit my wrists until I bleed out