needle & thread - guccihighwaters

Lyrics by：Morgan Murphy

Composed by：Morgan Murphy

You hate it when I leave I wish that I could stay

I wish that we could fly to somewhere far away

Sometimes I'm feelin' good but never feelin' great

If our love is so golden why'd it fade to gray

Still feeling like an outcast

I've got some close friends

But we don't even talk anymore

And recently I've learned that the more that I grow

I care less and less than before

Can't tell if I'm numb or I'm just growin' up

I'm getting so good at covering it up

It's like a full time job at being in my head

I'm lyin' on posts I've got the needle and the thread

I'm getting so good

I'm getting so good

I'm getting so good

Feel lonely when you leave but girl I gotta go

I wish that we could fly out to somewhere on the coast

Right now I'm feeling good I wouldn't call it great

Why am I so lonely but lock myself away

And I hate that it got brushed off

When I was just a kid

It made me so sad when I was young

This anxiety grew with me

It's hard to talk about it

But I feel it when I'm numb

Can't tell if I'm numb or I'm just growin' up

I'm getting so good at covering it up

It's like a full time job at being in my head

I'm lyin' on posts I've got the needle and the thread

I'm getting so good

I'm getting so good

I'm getting so good

Tell me what's so good about living with the pain

If I got one life I don't wanna feel the same

If you loved me now I don't think I'd feel the same

'Cause the weight on my head really damagin' my brain

Tell me what's so good about living with the pain

If I got one life I don't wanna feel the same

If you loved me now I don't think I'd feel the same

'Cause the weight on my head really damagin' my brain

Can't tell if I'm numb or I'm just growin' up

I'm getting so good at covering it up

It's like a full time job at being in my head

I'm lyin' on posts I've got the needle and the thread

I'm getting so good

I'm getting so good

I'm getting so good

I'm getting so good