A Conversation with My Younger Self (Explicit) - Vin Jay

Lyrics by：Vincent Jacovelli

Yeah

Sometimes you just gotta reflect

Remember who are

Who you were

And where you come from

Lately I've been trying to figure it out

Could be traveling the world

But I just sit in the house

I just want to make my parents

And my siblings proud

But I'm consumed by this crippling doubt

Still the younger me would love to

Meet the person I've become

If I could talk to him id let him

Know he's enough and he's gon

Make a living off everything that he loves

If I could just talk to him once

Yeah

I'd let him know that mom leaving

Doesn't mean she hates you

It's gonna leave you with trauma but

You won't let it break you

You're gonna try to fill that void with

Everything you can

It's gonna take some more than alcohol

I hope you understand

You're gonna get into dr*gs and

Youll get addicted

Neglect all of the people that

Matter and you'll get distant

You'll get your self a therapist

Just to fill a prescription

And pop 'em all to try to hide the

Fact that you're conflicted

Conflicted with life conflicted

With God conflicted with the

Fact you're never gonna be what you want

You gon struggle with young

Love and battle with depression

And contemplate the purpose

Of a life without affection

With that in question it's

Hard to tell you what you decide

With full discretion we'll

Keep this one between you and I

You start harming yourself

Feeling consumed with lies

At 17 you're gonna try

Committing suicide

It doesn't work and you'll be

Happy it doesn't you gon find

Yourself a girl who gives you actual lovin

Then a couple years later you'll

Propose and get engaged

And get yourself a crib from all

The music that you've made oh yeah

You ******* do it dog

Your music finally makes it big

A couple million streams a week

Man thats some crazy ****

I can't believe I ever doubted you

I'm proud of you

Theres people all around the

World that truly love the sound of you

I know you want a label that ain't

How it goes down

First you'll make a quarter million

Dollars from your hometown

Then you'll take a trip to the west

To make you a new life

And link with futuristic I know

You **** with his tunes right

Now all the sudden you start

Linking with legends

You do more than make songs

Dog you make an impression

You got krizz on your album

You met logic at his show

Tech 9ne in az

Label meetings on the low

You know

Everything you ever wanted is your life now

True fans screaming your name when

They turn the lights out

You finally found the missing piece

That you were searching for

Yea it's bittersweet but know the

Wait just made it worth it more

That inspiration takes you

Further than you'll ever know

You'll finally make a million

Dog you pay off every loan

Now every day you waking up and make music

And all the pain felt from

The past is what fuels it