I'm too tired of this life

All I need is my big sleep

You are so far away

You love someone else

Another day passed me by

Another day filled with pain

You are not here

You're with someone else

I love you to death

You love someone else

So I just wanna die

Create hate

I hate myself for loving you

We have touched for the last time

You are long gone

In love with someone else

I now fear nothing but life itself

And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die

I do not believe in life or in love anymore

The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness

I hate myself for loving you

The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease

No one can see the emptiness in my eyes

To escape life itself now seems the only solution

With relief I look foward of letting go of the pain

Finally

There is peace in my soul

To lie dead without a concern

Without a tear

You own my heart

And life without you is so imensly painful

Just to think of you

Talk about you

Dream of you makes tears stream down

My face

I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile

Your angelic face

Your wonderful body and your good heart：

You are everything

I am nothing

I want to die

But really

I am already dead

I will not live