I Used To Hate My Body But Now I Just Hate You - Fenne Lily

Lyrics by：Fenne Lily

Composed by：Fenne Lily

I met you in November for a weekend

I loved you by December like a fool

You left me for a friend over the Summer

I never had a chance to play it cool

I read all of the books you recommended

I listened to your friend's band of the time

You justify and satiate my hunger

For not feeling alright

I misread every warning as an answer

To questions I was too afraid to know

We touched upon a suicide like tourists

You kissed me for an elevator audience

Pack your things and go

When I'm lonely I smoke until I know how to sleep

So find me the bath is running cold but it's deep

Finish what we started

In a hotel with a view

I used to hate my body but now I just hate you

You call me while I'm backstage with a fever

You tell me how I'm always on your mind

I crush a paper back to the receiver

I learnt that trick from a cartoon kid

It's always something I wanted to try

I heard you live at home now with your parents

It doesn't satisfy me like it should

I still see you as some kind of reassurance

That someday I'll be understood

When I'm lonely I smoke until I know how to sleep

So find me the bath is running cold but it's deep

Finish what we started in a hotel with a view

I used to hate my body but now I just hate you

When I'm lonely I smoke until I know how to sleep

So find me the bath is running cold but it's deep

Finish what we started in a hotel with a view

I used to hate my body