Smiling Upside Down (Explicit) - Noga Erez

Produced by：Ori Rousso

Six in the morning I chew my lips

Sleeping a pill but I get no sleep

Grief is my sickness I'm calling sick

Me and my mind playing on repeat

Every day new guy new bar new drink

New ** new story new line new prey

You left so early you killed our dreams

I cry new tears left the other scene

Miss you I miss you I live in hell

Just out on the pillow that has your smell

Well everybody says you're in a better place

I'm just dreaming of ways I could join you there

Give me just one sign let me know one time

Am I just talking to myself

Are you with Gandhi

Boy mama you okay

You ask me why

Why

I'm always smiling upside down

Down

Told you when I'm happy it burns

You're staring at the sun

At the sun

Too long staring at the sun

I don't know why

Glitching and itching I'm tripping up

So mad I could kill you for checking out

Ghosting and cursing me every night

You're ******** and preaching me like

Me like

Get off the booze get off the **s

Get off the meds get out the club

Get on get up move out the crib

Get off the guys get on your feet

Move on inside

Move on inside

**** you I won't do what you tell me

Why

**** you very very much

Trying to boss me around

When you're cozy and sound

Boy you left me to drown

To swim with all of the shells

'Cause it's a ****** up world

No one to trust

No peace no pension no fun

And I refuse all joy and love

So should I use a pill or ask God why

Why

I'm always smiling upside down

Down

Told you when I'm happy it burns

You're staring at the sun

At the sun

Too long

Staring at the sun

You ask me why

I'm always smiling upside down

Told you when I'm happy it burns

You're staring at the sun too long

Staring at the sun

And I don't know why

Eight in the morning I chew my lips

Feel like I'll never fall asleep

There's a guy in bed right next to me

Who the hell am I

Who the **** is here

And the sun is out

Can't move my feet

And me and my mind playing on repeat

Playing on repeat

Playing on repeat

Playing on repeat playing on repeat

Playing on repeat playing on repeat