you, every time - Jada Facer (贾达·费瑟)

Lyrics by：Jada Facer

Composed by：Jada Facer

You stumble in I search for words

We've been here before

On the side of your bed

Closest to the door

Through the blur in my eyes

It was clear I was dying

But I just needed you

Needed one last night

When you wake

I'll be miles away

What was all this for

Memories in your bottoms drawer

Fighting at your parents place

You tell me "I can't deal this way"

I tell you "I'm leaving"

You say "no I don't mean it"

So I cry into my pillow case

I guess your mind has changed

Again

Again and again

When I see it in my head

I know it isn't right

But when I hold you my hands

I choose you every time

I'm in a dark hotel room

You're somewhere in the wind

I should open up the blinds

Shouldn't have let you in

Wanna burn down your town

Do you see me now

I'm broken and pathetic

Oh you must be proud

Still I think

There's a chance

God you hurt so bad

Cry until I suffocate

Can't breath until you say my name

I wish I didn't need it

I wish I didn't mean it

I know you're someone should hate

What do you expect me to say

When I see it in my head

I know it isn't right

But when I hold you my hands

I choose you every time

Can't say goodbye

So hang up the phone

Didn't want me then

But never let me know

When I see it in my head

I always I justify

I know it isn't right

I choose you

And if I'm just too much

How am I not enough

And if you never called it love

Why'd I think it was