Idiot - Raphaella

I wish I had a seatbelt so

I could strap my heart in

Looking for a crystal ball just to know

What you're thinking

I wish I had a road map

So I'd know where your heart's been hiding

I wish I didn't love you

'Cause sometimes it's so frightening

Holding on and on

Or should I be letting go

I am falling fast

And you don't even know

Am I an idiot idiot idiot

For making plans in my head

For the two of us

The biggest idiot idiot idiot

In the world in this world

I'm too scared to say a word

So you're oblivious

But when I sleep we're a dream

And it's brilliant

Am I an idiot idiot idiot

The biggest idiot in the world

I wish I had an "off switch"

On the top of my heart

Or I could tell you

How I'm feeling but why do

I find it so hard

If only I could come out clean

And lay it bear on the table

But believe me when I try

It feels like both my lips are stapled

Holding on and on

Or should I be letting go

I am falling fast

And you don't even know

Am I an idiot idiot idiot

For making plans in my head for

The two of us

The biggest idiot idiot idiot

In the world in this world

I'm too scared to say a word

So you're oblivious

But when I sleep we're a dream

And it's brilliant

Am I an idiot idiot idiot

The biggest idiot in the world

They say the worst that can happen

Is that you say no

The embarrassing silence when

My cover's blown

The only thing I'm scared of is what

I don't know

But how can I speak if you never

Notice me

Am I an idiot idiot idiot

For making plans in my head for

The two of us

The biggest idiot idiot idiot

In the world in this world

I'm too scared to say a word

So you're oblivious

But when I sleep we're a dream

And it's brilliant

Am I an idiot idiot idiot

The biggest idiot in the world