Your House (Explicit) - Hopsin

Man I don't even know what happened

I was born inside of this s**t

My f**king parents scrappin' I was mortified as a kid

Police always at my house all because of my daddy's temper

Man this s**t been going on 'bout

As long as I can remember

He always blamed my mom for the s**t he didn't accomplish

I'd hide in the corner like a guinea pig in the process

Just knowing he 'bout to smack the f**king teeth out her mouth

It's like when it came to some type of drama

He got aroused no joke

There was the moments where dad would slowly be creeping up

I would jump in front of my mama

Please don't beat her up

I ain't never spoke on this s**t the memories are rough

Smiles and hugs that's just something you'll never see in us

You know the pain when your parents tell you

To go and play

Then hours later you see your mom

And she got a swollen face

I hope you don't relate I just learned how to cope today

From the days when I would pick up the phone and say

I gotta leave here now

My mom and dad acting crazy and this ain't right

And they've been going back and forth all night

I wanna stay at your house tonight

'Cause I don't wanna hear my dad fightin' momma no more

I don't wanna hear the police at the front door

Can I stay at your house

I wanna stay at your house tonight your house tonight

I would go to school feeling so frightened yeah I was scared

Not knowing if I'ma go home finding my momma dead

Every other f**king day dad was always losing control

He was acting like a f**king ape runnin' loose in our home

Man ever since I was born they was pessimistic and torn

It's evident but regardless they'd never get a divorce

God I wish they got around it just checking into some counselin'

We could have been a happy family inside our house again

I said again is if we ever were that's false

S**t I dealt with growing up will forever hurt I'm lost

We were nothing like the families

I used to see on the sitcoms

We were horrible with bonds I can no longer sit calm

I would see that my friends had a life at home

That was peaceful

They were lovable people who didn't function like we do

Oh how I wish I could redo the pain

Of the wicked days

When I'd pick up the telephone call a friend and say

I gotta leave here now

My mom and dad acting crazy and this ain't right

And they've been going back and forth all night

I wanna stay at your house tonight

'Cause I don't wanna hear my dad fightin' momma no more

I don't wanna hear the police at the front door

Can I stay at your house

I wanna stay at your house tonight your house tonight

I ain't placing the blame saying it's mom or dad's fault

But all those traumas I had stuck with me as an adult

And it ignited these mad thoughts that I seem to have often

Yeah that's Hopsin music is where my last straw went

Now I'm devoted to always give you my true life

The love I never felt growing up

I get it from you guys

Please don't get it twisted I love both my parents to death

I just think there's issues a lot of f**king parents neglect

We all got these traumas we carry and sometimes it's scary

'Cause we buried a nest right there in our chest

And we subconsciously air and project our nightmares

And the stress that we dealt with when we were younger

And that's why therapy's best listen

If you got kids of your own and you throwing tantrums

Don't be oblivious and assume that it won't impact them

Children follow the protocol of their parents blueprint

So when there's an issue they might handle it

Just how you did

You did you did

I gotta leave here now

My mom and dad acting crazy and this ain't right

And they've been going back and forth all night

I wanna stay at your house tonight

'Cause I don't wanna hear my dad fightin' momma no more

I don't wanna hear the police at the front door

Can I stay at your house

I wanna stay at your house tonight your house tonight