Frustrations + Solutions (Explicit) - Kilo Kish

I need some candy

To restore my calmness

I've had some crazy

Freak outs lately

I kicked all my shit

Around my closet

Nobody is coming

To tell me to stop it

My shoes

They scuffed

My white walls

I punched my

Cupcake beanbag

Yes I have a cupcake beanbag

Til I fell tired and

Embarrassed enough

And I was careless enough

Feeling like a dick

Picking it up again

Feeling so much like a dick

Just to pick it up again

Feeling so so so

So tired so tired

Of feeling so so so

So dumb so dumb

I stomped and

I screamed there

Flinging ideas

Straight down from the halls

Like in a movie scene where

All of you watch behind a glass wall

I'm pacing back and fourth

Exhausting myself

For my own gratification

To no one

Embarrassing programming

And when I find the mess in the floor

Temper tantrum over

Reorganizing all that I tore

From life's rightful order

I'll say I

Learned some sort of lesson

When I felt dumb enough

To question

I wish that I could take it back

But where to start

But where you at

F**king up my photographs

I'm loosing it

Feeling like a dick

Picking it all up again

So much like a dick

Just to pick it up again

Everything is so so so

So tired so tired

Everything is so so so

So dumb so tired