Social Stamina - ROSIE/Rosaileen Scher

Composed by：Rosaileen Scher

I lost touch with all my friends

I'm in bed by ten PM I have no social stamina

I cancel on all my plans I commit then I don't answer

I can't keep up with anyone

Now I'm a desert island I know

I push away until I'm alone

When did I become someone no one loves

I'm a broken record it shows

All I ever say is "no"

When did I become someone I don't love

Now I don't know I don't know who I am

How did I turn into a person who I can't stand

How did I let it get this bad

Now I can't go back now I'm all I have

And I don't know I don't know who I am

And I don't know I don't know who I am

Trigger warnings in my mind

I'm so vulnerable at night so I watch romantic comedies

But happy couples make me cry

I can't find someone in real life

Always feel like something's wrong with me

Now I'm a desert island I know

I push away until I'm alone

When did I become someone no one loves

Now I don't know I don't know who I am

How did I turn into a person who I can't stand

How did I let it get this bad

Now I can't go back now I'm all I have

And I don't know I don't know who I am

And I don't know I don't know who I am

Now I don't know I don't know who I am

And I don't know I don't know who I am

Now I don't know I don't know who I am

And I don't know I don't know who I am