Fine living is overrated

Laughing is for the sedated

I wanna feel

Something that's real again

Hit me again

And again and again

Punish me again

Someone called the cops

But don't stop

I can take it some more

Fine living is over

I'm f**ked up but I'm sober all the time

Back on SSRIs

Plenty of wine and w**d

Boy you know what I need

Punish me again

Someone called the cops

But don't stop

Now we're breaking the skin

You asked a mutual friend

If I'm doing ok

And I asked the same

You should know I'm sorry and I wanna be

Friends again someday

Find an empty cafe where we can talk for a while

Suddenly I crack a joke and make you smile

Fine living is over

I wanna be by your side again

But nothing's gonna change

You made arrangements for

Me to walk out that door

Punish me some more

Someone called the cops

But don't stop