Am I just hard to love

Cause no one seems to love me these days

Am I not trying hard enough

Or is there something in the words that I say

I ' m trying not to show

That I don ' t really know

What it would be like to have someone to hold

But maybe it ' s too obvious

Or maybe I ' m just meant to be alone

I ' m finding it hard to love

I don ' t wanna be heartbroken again

When I try to open up the

feels like I say too much and I ' m in over my head

It shouldn ' t be so hard unfolding my arms

And letting someone fill up the space in my heart

But maybe I ' m not ready yet

Or maybe love is meant to be this hard

But I imagine

With the right person it ' s magic

But with the last person I had my suspicions

That she ' d grant my wishes

And show me that this is a valid description of love

Now I feel so blind

Don ' t know how to search for the right one this time

Cause I ' m so afraid

Of makin ' the same damn mistakes

There ' s too many I ' ve made in my life

Guess I just don ' t know how to love

Maybe that ' s the only problem anyways

And I should learn how to trust

That I will find someone

And I just need a little bit of faith

That somebody ' s going to

Make her way around

From way up in the clouds

And tell me I ' m not crazv for the things I ' m dreaming about

And show me that I 'm good enough

Then I'm not so hard to you

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba