I Find It Hard (Explicit) - iann dior

Lyrics by：iann dior

Composed by：iann dior

I find it hard to keep my head on straight

I find it hard to make new friends nowadays

I find it hard to find some constant love

So I went and ****ed around and fell in love with these d**gs

I find it hard to keep my head on straight

I find it hard to make new friends nowadays

I find it hard to find some constant love

So I went and ****ed around and fell in love with these d**gs

Who's gonna pick me up when I'm down

No one

I'm just tryna find some pleasure in it yeah yeah

Okay

I'm just tryna find some better in it yeah yeah

Okay

I could really change the weather in here yeah yeah

Throwing money in the air only time they really care

Everybody stop and stare tell me what I wanna hear

Okay life's not fair no is it just the way I live

I can't tell no I don't have a **** to give

Time will tell though oh

Oh

Chilling in the deep end I keep gamblin' with my life

I find it hard to keep my head on straight

I find it hard to make new friends nowadays

I find it hard to find some constant love

So I went and ****ed around and fell in love with these d**gs

I find it hard to keep my head on straight

I find it hard to make new friends nowadays

I find it hard to find some constant love

So I went and ****ed around and fell in love with these d**gs

Bag it up whip it up cook it up splash

Splash

I am that n***a now I'm on the map

Map

I got a Goyard it sit on my back

Back

You n***as is slow I'm running 'em laps

I can't relax I can't relax

Hop on that demon like I'm on the track

Countin' my hundreds I sleep with a stack

Bad lil' ***** and her a*s is fat

Mmm business just been booming now

Mmm choppa it go boom boom pow

Mmm I'ma let it sing out loud

After party got it jumping like it's Rolling Loud

Baguette stones in my teeth it's white gold

I'm so cold do it with my eyes closed

Don't get close I swear this life get so low

Not complaining 'cause I know that that's the life I chose

I find it hard to keep my head on straight

My head on straight

I find it hard to make new friends nowadays

New friends nowadays

I find it hard to find some constant love

Love

So I went and ****ed around and fell in love with these d**gs

I find it hard to keep my head on straight

My head on straight

I find it hard to make new friends nowadays

New friends nowadays

I find it hard to find some constant love

Love

So I went and ****ed around and fell in love with these d**gs