01《Foreword》

02《Don't Stay》

Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe

Sometimes I need you to stay away from me

Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know

Somehow I need you to go

Don’t stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

What you were changing me into

Just give me myself back and

Don’t stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

Take all your faithlessness with you

Just give me myself back and

Don’t stay

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well

Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself

Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know

Somehow I need to be alone

Don’t stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

What you were changing me into

Just give me myself back and

Don’t stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

Take all your faithlessness with you

Just give me myself back and

Don’t stay

I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored

I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away

I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored

I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away

With no apologies

Don’t stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

What you were changing me into

Just give me myself back and

Don’t stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

Take all your faithlessness with you

Just give me myself back and

Don’t stay

03《Somewhere I Belong》

(When this began)

I had nothing to say

And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me

(I was confused)

And I let it all out to find

That I'm not the only person with these things in mind

(Inside of me)

but all that they can see the words revealed

Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel

(Nothing to loose)

Just stuck, hollow and alone

And the fault is my own

And the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel

What I thought was never real

I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long

(Erase all the pain till it's gone)

I wanna heal, I wanna feel

Like I'm close to something real

I wanna find something I wanted all along

Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say

I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face

(I was confused)

Looking everywhere only to find

That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind

(So what am I?)

What do I have but negativity?

Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me

(Nothing to lose)

Nothing to gain, hollow and alone

And the fault is my own

And the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel

What I thought was never real

I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long

(Erase all the pain till it's gone)

I wanna heal, I wanna feel

Like I'm close to something real

I wanna find something I wanted all along

Somewhere I belong

I will never know myself until I do this on my own

And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed

I will never be anything till I break away from me

I will break away, I'll find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel

What I thought was never real

I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long

(Erase all the pain till it's gone)

I wanna heal, I wanna feel

Like I'm close to something real

I wanna find something I wanted all along

Somewhere I belong

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm

Somewhere I belong

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm

Somewhere I belong

Somewhere I belong

04《Lying From You》

When I pretend

Everything is what I want it to be

I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see

When I pretend

I can forget about the criminal I am

Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can

But I can't pretend this is the way it will stay

I'm just

(Trying to bend the truth)

I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be

So I'm

(I'm lying myway from)

(You)

I wanna be pushed aside

So let me go

Let me take back my life

I'd rather be all alone

Anywhere on my own

'Cause I can see

(The very worst part of you is me)

I remember what they taught to me,

Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be

Remember listening to all of that and this again

So I pretended up a person who was fitting in

And now you think this person really is me and I

(Trying to bend the truth )

The more I push I'm pulling away cause I'm

(Lying my way from)

(You)

I wanna be closed inside so let me go

Let me take back my life

I'd rather be all alone

And anywhere on my own, cause I can see

(The very worst part of you)

(The very worst part of you)

(IS ME)

This isn't what I wanted to be,

I never thought what I said

Would have you running from me

LIKE THIS!

This isn't what I wanted to be

I never thought what I said

Would have you running from me

LIKE THIS!

This isn't what I wanted to be,

I never thought what I said

Would have you running from me

LIKE THIS!

This isn't what I wanted to be,

I never thought what I said

Would have you running from me

LIKE THIS!

(You)

I wanna be closed inside so let me go

Let me take back my life

I'd rather be all alone

And anywhere on my own, cause I can see

The very worst part of you

The very worst part of you is me

05《Hit The Floor》

There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me,

Wondering what I think of you,and I protect you out of courtesy.

Too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away!

Afraid to say what was on my mind, afraid to say what I need to say.

Too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around,

You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down.

But I've had too many stand offs with you,Its about as much as I can stand!

So I'm waiting until the upperhand is mine!

One minute you're on top.Next, you're not, watch you drop!

Making your heart stop,Just before you hit the floor!

One minute you're on top.Next, you're not, missed a shot!

Making your heart stop!

You think you've won, and then it's all gone...

So many people like me ,put so much trust in all your lies.

So concerned on what you think. To just say what we feel inside.

So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long.

All I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on!

There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line.

What goes up will surely fall and I'm counting down the time!

'Cause I've had so many stand offs with you ,It's about as much as I can stand

So I'm waiting until the upperhand is mine

One minute you're on top!

Next, you're not, watch you drop!

Making your heart stop!

Just before you hit the floor!

One minute you're on top!

Next, you're not, missed a shot!

Making your heart stop!

You think you've won, and then it's all gone

And then it's all gone

And then it's all gone!

And then it's all gone!

Now it's all gone

I know I'll never trust a single thing you say

You knew your lies would divide us,but you lied anyway.

And all the lies have got you floating up above us all

But what goes up has got to fall...

One minute you're on top!

Next, you're not, watch you drop!

Making your heart stop!

Just before you hit the floor!

One minute you're on top,

Next, you're not, missed a shot!

Making your heart stop!

You think you've won, and then it's all gone!

And then it's all gone!

And then it's all gone!!

And then it's all gone!!

Now it's all gone!

06《Easier To Run》

It's easier to run

Replacing this pain with something more

It's so much easier to go

Then face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me

The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see

Wounds so deep they never show they never go away

Like moving pictures in my head

For years and years they've played

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

I would take all my shame to the grave...

It's easier to run

Replacing this pain with something more

It's so much easier to go

Then face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past

Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have

Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back

And never moving forward so there'd never be a path

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

I would take all my shame to the grave...

Just watching in the sun

All of the helplessness inside

Pretending I don't feel disgraced

It's so much simpler than change

It's easier to run

Replacing this pain with something more

It's so much easier to go

Then face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made...

It's easier to go

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

I would take all my shame...to the grave

07-Faint

I am a little bit of loneliness

A little bit of disregard

Handful of complaints

But I can't help the fact

That everyone can see these scars

I am what I want you to want

What I want you to feel

But its like no matter what I do

I can't convince you

To just believe this is real

So I let go of watching you

Turn your back like you always do

Face away and pretend that I'm not

But I'll be here cause you're all that I got

I can't feel the way I did before

Don't turn your back on me

I won't be ignored

Time won't heal this damage anymore

Don't turn your back on me

I won't be ignored

I am a little bit insecure

A little unconfident

Cause you don't understand

I do what I can

But sometimes I don't make sense

I am what you never wanna say

But I've never had a doubt

It's like no matter what I do

I can't convince you

For once just to hear me out

So I let go of watching you

Turn your back like you always do

Face away and pretend that I'm not

But I'll be here cause you're all that I got

I can't feel the way I did before

Don't turn your back on me

I won't be ignored

Time won't heal this damage anymore

Don't turn your back on me

I won't be ignored

Now!

Hear me out now

You're gonna listen to me like it or not

Right now!

Hear me out now

You're gonna listen to me like it or not

Right now!

I can't feel the way I did before

Don't turn your back on me

I won't be ignored!!!

I can't feel the way I did before

Don't turn your back on me

I won't be ignored

Time won't heal this damage anymore

Don't turn your back on me

I won't be ignored

I can't feel

Don't turn your back on me

I won't be ignored

Time won't heal

Don't turn your back on me

I won't be ignored