i deserve better (Explicit) - sadeyes/Nathan Lewis

I wanted love you want a fantasy

I wanted trust you couldn't handle me

You wanna f**k around I think I get it now

You wanna ride that guy over clout go head

Text me I'm the problem with his hands around your neck

Text me I'm dramatic while you open up your legs

For a guy who doesn't care about you he just wanted sex

You're in love with the feeling of feeling used

Tell me you hate me like bet that's cool

You don't want the drama you would rather have abuse

You're the reason that I hate myself for trippin over you

I fell for a girl to fast and that's facts

I got problems with attachment

I'm losing my f**king grasp

It's gettin harder to trust people it all feels like an act

I was starving for a light and now

I'm blinded what is that

I can't trust a soul I can't feel at all

I can't feel your heartbeat please don't say you love me

I wanted love you want a fantasy

I wanted trust you couldn't handle me

You wanna f**k around I think I get it now

I cried every night now I sob

I got problems with lovin then movin on

I got problems with stayin all by my lonely like

Nathan I miss you like come and hold me tight

I can't help that I can't help you

You want him now he might break you

He might relapse he might reuse

He might love you he can't change you

I can't help that I might love you

You're real nice but I can't trust you

You won't date me I can't make you

Walls too strong no way I'll break through