Winter Blues (Explicit) - Joyner Lucas

D**n I feel so loose I'm about to pop s**t

What's a man to do when he's out of options

I ain't wanna do it but it

Shh hold on be quiet they're coming

Oh no no no no no no blap blap blap

Oh no no no no no no shoop shoop shoop

Oh no no no no no no skrt skrt skrt

No no no no no no

I said gimme that gimme that gimme

That gimme that you heard what I said

N***a run that run that run that run

That you heard what I said

I said yeah oh no no no no no no

Oh no no no no no no no

I remember everything was different

When I tried to get a job and

Make some money I was livin' on the street

I walked a lot of miles and nobody wasn't hiring

And I had to stand in line

If I was to get something to eat

'Cause I ain't had no homies and my girl depended on me

Every night that we were lonely and I couldn't get no sleep

'Cause I was plotting on anybody

I seen that was getting money

You got it I need it sorry

You don't need it more than me

And b***h I'm tired of this struggle ducking

And dodging them puddles

Wondering if God ever hear the prayers I said

'Cause every time I got a new hustle

That s**t done got me in trouble

You don't know how many f**king tears I've shed

But f**k it I'm letting loose and

They told me don't bend the rules

This is my winter blues you know what I'm finna do

Anything necessary to make it up in the news

And I'm taking every mothaf**king thing

That I pick and choose

And I'm done with all the begging

I'm past that all I did was get laughed at

You can go back track but you'll never get cash back

And they told me I'm half black but

I'm white as a lab rat

With a mic and a gas mask

I'm a light for your trash a*s

And I might get the last laugh better

Fight if you back stab

With a knife in your backpack

All my life I've been jabbed at

But I fight like I'm Mad

Max with a knife with the yeah yeah

You know you know what the f**k I'm talking about

Listen I don't give a f**k about your feelings

You don't have any idea just

What I had to do to get what I want

All I wanted was to make a decent living

I can't even count it on my fingers

How much s**t that I lost

Woo n***a this is my job

Yeah these are my thoughts

Woo I ain't never had s**t

But for now you better give me what's yours

D**n I feel so loose I'm about to pop s**t

What's a man to do when he's out of options

I ain't wanna do it but this

Shhh hold on be quiet they're coming

Oh no no no no no no

Oh no no no no no no

Oh no no no no no no

No no no no no no

I said gimme that gimme that gimme

That gimme that you heard what I said

N***a run that run that run

That run that you heard what I said

I said yeah oh no no no no no no

Oh no no no no no no no

You really got some nerve talkin' 'bout me like you're better

'Cause you got your s**t together and I'm really goin' through it

I don't think you have a clue what it feels like

Doin' dirt knowin' in your heart you ain't wanna do it

I don't got one G bone in my body

I ain't never gang banged I don't know nothing about it

I don't claim to be a thug n***a or Illuminati

But there really ain't no tellin'

What I do when I get rowdy

And I'm starvin' and my back against the wall and you ballin'

Everytime I see you all you do is flash hundreds

Everything on fleek I ain't never had nothin'

I just wanna be you wanna feel like stuntin'

And lettin' loose and they told me don't bend the rules

This is my winter blues you don't know what I finna do

Anything necessary to make it up in the news

And I'm taking every mothaf**kin'

Thing that I pick and choose

I'm done with that hating s**t

The f**k do you think this is

D**n it you made me sick ain't no time for no babysit

This is the way we live and yes I'm okay with this

You think you all that and a bag of potato chips

Could jump off a crazy bridge and enough of you idiot kids

Go suckin' a lady dick I would never just make amends

With none of you shakin' hands in public like yeah yeah

Like get the f**k out of my face dude

Listen I don't give a f**k about your feelings

You don't have any idea

Just what a n***a had to do to get loose

All I wanted was to make a decent living

I can't even count on all my fingers

How much s**t I went through

Woo what I went through

Yeah what I went through

Uh and when s**t get real

Ain't really nothing that you can do woo

Yo what's up this is Joyner

I'm unable to take your call right now

Leave me a brief message and I'll get back to you

Peace

Yo who the f**k do you think you are

Tryna give advice to a child my child

N***a you the biggest piece of s**t

I've ever met in my life my n***a

You the last person that should be trying to give advice

To anybody about anything let alone my f**king kid

Acting like some f**king role model or some s**t

N***a no nobody wanna be like you stop it