if i could i would feel nothing (Explicit) - blackbear

If I could I would feel nothing

That's the truth and I don't care

Mix prescriptions with prescriptions

It's not right but life's not fair

Ridin' next to me in droptop

Wearin' croptop that's that b**ch

All designer when we go out

Just so people know we rich

Underneath it all the truth is that I

Really feel like sh*t

I'm so sick of being tired

I'm so tired of being sick

I ain't never kill nobody

I ain't never sold a brick

Got some OGs that once told me

Keep my nose clean but I sniff

Cause if I could I would feel nothing

That's the truth and I don't care baby

That's the truth and I don't care

Mix the Henny with these pills

The world is cold and life's not fair baby

The world is cold and life's not fair

So let's just f**k no strings attached

Let's just f**k and after that I'ma take you home

And you won't call me on the phone

It's all good I wanted that

It's all good I wanted that

No feelings no strings attached girl

February weather's scary

I need notes on how to live

Call my mama

Always drama

She need money for them kids

Another chore

Another war

I sold my soul I hit a lick

If I die and go to hell

I swear to god I'm gon' be pissed

I've been prayin' I'm just sayin'

Keep my hands clean off that sink

I've been prayin' layin' in a bed

I f**ked a hundred and

I've been prayin' they won't find me laying

Somewhere in a ditch

Got some best friends that I lost

Cause sh*t I did when I was lit

Cause if I could I would feel nothing

That's the truth and I don't care baby

That's the truth and I don't care

Mixed prescriptions bad decisions

World is cold and life's not fair baby

World is cold and life's not fair

I'm gon' make you fall for me

You'll never get a call from me

It's all good I wanted that

It's all good I wanted that

It's all good I wanted that

It's all good I wanted that

No feelings no strings attached girl

It's all good I wanted that

It's all good I wanted that

It's all good I wanted that

It's all good I wanted that

No feelings no strings attached

No feelings no strings attached girl