Best For Me (Explicit) - Joyner Lucas/Jelly Roll/Gary Lucas/Jason DeFord

Composed by：Gary Lucas/Jason DeFord

Produced by：Leo Son/ADHD Productions/Young Lime/Young Taylor/Nox Beatz/Chezka/Ayoley/Charlie Chronopoulos

How can you love someone and learn to let them go

How can we fall apart on things we'll never know

And isn't it funny you can change your ways

For someone to fill in your empty space

Tell me is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay

Yeah I got somebody I love

Yeah

Someone who's really important to me but now they addicted to d**gs

Damn

Someone who not who they used to be and we ain't been keepin' in touch

Yeah

I ain't gonna say any names at all 'cause I don't want no one to judge

Woah

But I wrote this song in hopes when they'll hear it they'll never forget who they was

I hope you feelin' your spirit enough

Joyner

I wanna just tell you I love you in case that you really don't hear it enough

Woah

I know we ain't talked in a while but **** it I really don't care what it was

I wanna reach out but you keep on shuttin' me down or you ain't been carin' as much

And what the **** happened to you

**** happened to you

You're losin' a fight

Damn

I never thought I'd see the day that you let addiction ruin your life

Everyone callin' that **** a disease and you makin' feel like you in the right

But I hate the fact that you really be usin' that as an excuse to do what you like

Or do what you might

Do what you might woah

And I keep on prayin' and reachin' for you

I hope you look in the mirror and see all the things I been seein' in you

Hope your reflection'll send you a message and show you this **** is much deeper than you

If you don't believe in yourself then you'll never believe in somebody believin' in you

When I gotta tell you truth

Tell you the truth

'Cause I'm 'bout to lose it

Lose it

And you wan' deny all about it and just wanna make up a million excuses

Tearin' our family apart but you'll leave us scarred and everyone bruises

Every decision affectin' us all and if you get lost then everyone loses

For real

And I'ma be next to leave

I know that God got a plan and He ain't fulfillin' your destiny

Much as I need you I will not be stickin' around or watchin' you rest in peace

I promise I love you but I gotta do what's best for me

How can you love someone and learn to let them go

How can we fall apart on things we'll never know

And isn't it funny you can change your ways

For someone to fill in your empty space

Tell me is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay

Look I know you been callin' for me

Yeah

You hittin' my phone but I been alone so long I'm harder to reach

Joyner

I know you ain't say any names but I got a feeling you talkin' to me

I hate when these demons get into my soul I feel like I'm caught in the beefs

Uh

How do I look go of something I know is something is bigger and stronger than me

If I could be honest I'll tell you the truth I'm not who you want me to be

Nah

Nobody is perfect not even you so why you keep targettin' me

I feel like we can't even have a genuine convo without you startin' to preach

I feel like a dog on a leash it's not what I need

Livin' in hell warned you when I gotta leave like how can I breathe

And how you gon' tell me addiction's not a disease

**** do you mean

If it's not a disease then why has it gotten to me

It's not what it seems

But you always be makin' me feel like the problem's me

I'm not gonna be who you want me to be let God decide it for me

And speakin' of God how the **** you know all of the plan's He's gotten for me

So give me a break

I been inchin' away from tryna get outta this dream I'm driftin' away

How come you only there for me when I be tryna get clean

My biggest mistake

Is me wishin' that things were different I feel like the d**gs is made for sinnin'

It's why I been stuck in the same position ****

I'm fallin' but I cannot budge

Been wonderin' why I'm in love with a strange addiction

And why the **** you always playin' the victim

Lot of this **** that you hate to mention

It sucks 'cause I had to taint your vision

But ain't nothin' left for me

So you could just quit addressin' me

I guess it's just my destiny

So take me as I am or let me be I'm tired of you stressin' me

'Cause **** I gotta do what's best for me

How can you love someone and learn to let them go

How can we fall apart on things we'll never know

And isn't it funny you can change your ways

For someone to fill in your empty space

Tell me is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay