Feeling used but I'm still missing you

And I can't see the end of this

Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips

And now all this timeis passing by

But I still can't seem to tell you why

It hurts me every time I see you

Realize how much I need you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put

Nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her you need her

And I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep

Or right after coffee

Or right when I can't eat

I miss you in my front seat

Still got sand in my sweaters

From nights we don't remember

Do you miss me like I miss you?

****ed around and got attached to you

Friends can break your heart too

And I'm always tired but never of you

If I pulled a you on you

you wouldn't like that ****

I put this reel out

but you wouldn't bite that ****

I type a text but then I nevermind that ****

I got these feelings

but you never mind that ****

Oh oh keep it on the low

You're still in love with me

but your friends don't know

If you wanted me you would just say so

And if I were you

I would never let me go

I don't mean no harm

I just miss you on my arm

Wedding bells were just alarms

Caution tape around my heart

You ever wonder what we could have been?

You said you wouldn't and you ****ing did

Lie to me lie with me get your ****ing fix

Now all my drinks

and all my feelings are all ****ing mixed

Always missing people

that I shouldn't be missing

Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges

just to create some distance

I know that I control my thoughts

and I should stop reminiscing

But I learned from my dad

that it's good to have feelings

When love and trust are gone

I guess this is moving on

Everyone I do right does me wrong

So every lonely night I sing this song

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put

Nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her you need her

And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her

Like she's the only girl you've ever seen

You don't care you never did

You don't give a damn about me

Yeah all alone I watch you watch her

She's the only thing you've ever seen

How is it you never notice

That you are slowly killing me

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put

Nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her you need her

And I'll never be her