DENIAL IS A RIVER (Explicit) - Doechii

Lyrics by：Joey Hamhock/Jaylah Hickmon/James Ian Anderson

Composed by：Joey Hamhock/Jaylah Hickmon/James Ian Anderson

Produced by：IanJames/Joey Hamhock

Hey I thought it was all over

What's up Doechii

Hey girl

You know it's been a lil' minute since you and I have had a chat

Has it really

Probably since like your last EP Oh The Places You'll Go

Oh wow it's been a minute yeah

I've been getting some calls

Oh

People are a little bit worried about you

Not worried okay

And I know that I was kinda that outlet for you so

You were

Why don't you just tell me what's been going on

Okay

Remember old dude from 2019

Nice clean nigga did me dirtier than laundry

Took a scroll through his IG

Just to get a DM from his wifey

What the ****

I was so confused what should Doechii do

She didn't know about me and I didn't know 'bout Sue

I open up the messages then had to hit the zoom

Turns out the girl was really a dude

Goddamn

Nigga think he slicked back till I slipped back

Got my lick back turned a nigga to a knick-knack

I moved on dropped a couple of songs

And then I went and got signed now it's 2021

Okay I just feel like this is the perfect opportunity for us to just take a second

And kind off unpack what's happened to you

You know this guy cheated on you and

Mmm nah **** it

Platinum record this viral record that

I'm makin' so much money I'm all over the net

I'm movin' so fast no time to process and no

I'm not in a gang but I'm always on set

Wrist watch drip drop labels want the TikToks

Now I'm makin' TikTok music what thee ****

I need cleanse need a detox but we ain't got time to stop

The charts need us

And they do

Fast forward me 2023

I'm stackin' lots of cheese and makin' money

My grass is really green and honestly I can't even ****** cap no more

This is a really dark time for me

I'm going through a lot

By a lot you mean d**gs

Um I wouldn't

D**gs

No it's a

No

It's a natural plant

No I'm not judging

I'm not an addict

I'm just saying

I don't think

You wanna talk about it

Uh

I mean **** I like pills I like d**gs

I like gettin' money I like strippers I like to ****

I like day drinkin' and day parties and Hollywood

I like doin' Hollywood **** snort it probably would

What can I say the **** works it feels good

And my self-worth's at an all time low

And just when it couldn't get worse

My ex crashed my place and destroyed all I owned

Whoopsie made a oopsie

One hundred thousand dollar "oops" made me loopy

I ain't a killer but don't push me

Don't wanna have to turn a nigga guts into soup beans

Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa

Okay Doechii we don't wanna revert back to our old ways

So we're gonna try a breathing exercise okay

Sorry alright word

When I breathe you breathe alright

Let's go