Can't Have It All (Explicit) - Jay Brannan

Applying moisturizer in the microwave window

For the tenth time' he should've called me an hour ago

Would he be here with flowers if i lived in Arizona

They say there's no love left in the big cities It's kinda true

I guess you'll find me coming soon to a small town near you

I'll sell my guitar so i can by myself a tractor

F**k this' this can't be my life

I moisturized ten times tonight

Why can't I sit down and write

Bring this question to light

Do you want a lover' or do you want a life

One hand or the other' the butter or the bread knife

Do you choose Winter' Spring' Summer' or Fall

It's driving me crazy

That I can't have it all

If these walls could talk' they'd probably cry out for mercy

'Til i'm outlined in chalk' I'll be romantically thirsty

So I drink and drink from the proverbial time sink

F**k this' this can't be my life'

Tears flowing in full force tonight

Why can't i sit down and write

Bring this question to light

Do you want a lover' or do you want a life

One hand or the other' the butter or the bread knife

Do you choose Winter' Spring' Summer' or Fall

It's driving me crazy

That I can't have it all

Do we hold the future' or does it come in peace

And if it's in my hands' are you sure it should be in brittle hands like these

Life' love' and the pursuit of all the things they promised me

Can i have all of the above

Are the best things in life truly free

Do you want a lover' or do you want a life

One hand or the other' the butter or the bread knife

Do you choose Winter' Spring' Summer' or Fall

It's driving me crazy

That I can't have it all