word vomit (Explicit) - kenzie

Lyrics by：Mackenzie Ziegler/Ellen Mary Murphy/Paris Carney

Composed by：Mackenzie Ziegler/Ellen Mary Murphy/Paris Carney

Produced by：Lenii

The thought of who I thought you were

It makes me sick

I'm feeling like I lost a limb

A piece of me is gone

And I don't think I'll re-attach it

Not to be dramatic

But nothing hurts like that ****

It's hard to wrap my head around

The fact that you've been making me look bad

Playing the victim like it

Wasn't you who ****** up what we had

And lit the match like it was nothing

Left me feeling gutted

Didn't see it coming

Now my thoughts are pouring out

Wondering what you talked about

Late at night back at your house

Did you really think I wouldn't have found out

What does she give you that I couldn't

If you'd asked me well I would've

Hope it's weighing on your conscience

Might be brutal but it's honest

What does she know that I didn't

Could've told me but you hid it

Hope your stomach's feeling nauseous

Might be brutal but it's honest

There's no consolation for the person

Who just takes all of the burdens

Thinking it would stop the hurting

But it only ever worsens

The codependent version

That I know for certain

Now you call me screaming laughing

Screaming crying

On the floor you say you're dying

It's delusional it's all on you for lying

Yeah it's all on you for lying

What does she give you that I couldn't

If you'd asked me well I would've

Hope it's weighing on your conscience

Might be brutal but it's honest

What does she know that I didn't

Could've told me but you hid it

Hope your stomach's feeling nauseous

Might be brutal but it's honest

Now my thoughts are pouring out

So I'm saying them out loud

Was it worth it are you proud

Did you really think that I forgive you now

What does she give you that I couldn't

If you'd asked me well I would've

Hope it's weighing on your conscience

Might be brutal but it's honest

What does she know that I didn't

Could've told me but you hid it

Hope your stomach's feeling nauseous

Might be brutal but it's honest