Woke up

Sweating on Tuesday

I had been running

Circles inside my head at night

Stared at the ceiling

What am I feeling?

I'm ready to turn back off the lights

I'm such a hypocrite

And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be

Feel like an idiot

Don't wanna let go

Of seventeen

Let go of seventeen

By now

I should be over

The things that 'I'm over'

But somehow it still lingers on

Yeah, I'm still afraid of

The dark and the space between

When you speak

I'm such a hypocrite

And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be

Feel like an idiot

Don't wanna let go

Of seventeen

Let go of seventeen

Sit in the shower

Same song for an hour

Closing my eyes and seeing green

Faking my feelings

Falling to my

Knees

I'm such a hypocrite

And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be

Feel like an idiot

Don't wanna let go

Of seventeen

Let go of seventeen