spring (Explicit) - Bedbug

Ohh

Oh funny how those string lights look

Funny I can't remember

Ohh

Oh this ones coming back from hell

I'm catching lips and wishing wells

Misery is empty

But it's funnier than ever

That one day I will die too

And I'll have to take me with you

I will take you all with me

I will take you all with me

And then I will take you all with me

Funny how nostalgia makes those marshes all look like

A meadow full of flowers

But I always loved dragon flies

Andlightning bugs and all the swamps

Are rising up and swallowing us all

I feel like I'm a loser

I lose something everyday

I know that it is played out

I think that

I could be a bird

I could fly up onto wires eat a mashed up

Old supply of capn crunch and slushies

God loves me I love him

He loves 711

I'll be drinking slurpies in heaven

I think that maybe heaven

Has been here this whole time

Depression isn't constant

It's a f**king bedbug line

And heaven was a turnpike

And you were driving sixty five

And cars were all the angels

I'm a dreamer I believe ya

I was just outside to see ya

Trade my body in for credit

Cause boy I can't deceive ya

I'm a meadow full of flowers

I've been dead for a few hours

So I'm dancing amongst the maples

The leaves are lined with syrup

And I can't believe that

The middle one is 22

I'm almost 25

And I'm still pretty

And I'm still shy

Like that f**kin bedbug line

Like a million butterflies

So why oh why am

I still learning what it's like

To be alive