作词 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Wynton Josiah Cover

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La la la la la (that little GREY Area)

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Yo, Its hard to talk about something that I don’t believe in

L.o.v.e can you tell me whats the meaning I’ve been dreaming

How the **** was you that deceitful I didn’t see it

Hard for me to paint the picture you’ll just have to meet him

Gave my all to you

Wanted to give more to you

Shoulda been honest with yourself nobody was forcing you

I ain’t even mad at you Chuck I’m just mad at me

Shoulda known better mummy taught me better strategy

Still it burns

Guess it s a blessing and a curse

Life goes on its another lesson learned

Mind switched on you can hear it in the verse right

But you will never know how much it really hurts

Image it so vivid so clear

Oh my dear

You have no idea who I know here

Think fast be on your A game

Silly for me to think we was on the same page

You really don’t know anybody these days

She stays for he’s sake a sweet phase

Mind spinning

The clock ticking

My soul missing

Did well to convince me that you’re so different

Give someone an inch and they will take a mile

It might take a while

Now I see you’ve approached this in the fakest style

This must be the apocalypse feels like the worlds ending

Who am I I’m a mess more sinning more spending

More down days tryna make it through the seventh

Can’t believe I almost got rid of my independence

Type of ****ry will have you look at yourself and start second guessing

Now I’m on crud like **** will get messy if you ever get to testing

But really I’m a sensitive soul and I’ll stress it

What happens when someone takes advantage of that?

Lost part of myself and I can’t get em back

Oh my love

Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh

Oh my love

Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh

How the **** you get twanged Simz you’re smarter than that

But you don’t see it when you’re in it thats the hardest of facts

I can’t relax my heart racing

Member when I heard the news I just couldn’t face it

If we ever talk again its on a last name basis

I know where to place you

Im just tryna understand it I don’t wanna hate you

Guess you had to do what you had to do

But just know nobody rates you

Key word in all of this, is you

I wonder what I did for me

I hardly remember me

What a waste of chemistry

Energy and empathy

Wonder when you planned to let me know about her pregnancy

You have no integrity

Emotion or respect for me

Clearly wasn’t meant to be

This was temporary

This the clearest i’ve seen it was bound to end eventually

Still it hurt tremendously

Cant bare the intensity

Oh my love

Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh

Oh my love

Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh

I kept quiet bout the situation but now im saying my peace though

Nothing last forever theres me acting like I didn’t know

I can’t do relationships for instagram

Posing like my life it perfect really its the opposite

Lately I’ve been down a lot

I talk to no one about it

Can’t eve write about it

Damn thats writers block

Hitting me like never before

Still I recall

Billin in raws

Smoking just to take my mind all off

Everything that I should’ve been mindful of

Everything that I’ve endured in life I’m a survivor of

Making sure to understand the small print for’ I sign it off

You was meant to be in my grammy speech

Your entire loss

I’ll just keep it real

Truth won’t be concealed

Please don’t listen to this and ask me if i’m hurting

Or if I’m ok allow me to be human and be in my feels

Chill

Im good I got it

I never lost it

Or am I just lying to myself to skip the topic

Oh my love

Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh

Oh my love

Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh

Oh my love

Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh

Oh my love

Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh

Your heart, cries

At night, alone

Your heart, cries

At night, alone