as brave as that stupid girl - The Pancakes

Just like every other day

I spent another day

Peacefully safely in a cowardly way

All I do is procrastinate

And envy those who don't hesitate

Scared of quarrels so I stopped speaking

To avoid failures I stopped dreaming

But I can't stop wondering

Is this the life I should be living

Please let me think

Please let me let me let me let me think

Please let me think until tomorrow

I have a chance but I let it go

It's better to be safe than sorry

'Cause I don't wanna hear

See I told you so

So I will find myself a blackhole

I'll live in it to kill the chance of fiascos

Some might say

Oh no you're not who I used to know

It's the same sentence I said to myself

A while ago

Just like every other day

I stayed up until late

Regretting sighing envying others' grapes

If I used such energy to create

I would have written a thousand songs by today

The day Jamie left us all last week

He said you've been your very own enemy

I will be gone please promise me

Be your own best friend and love yourself dearly

But wait oh wait

Please give me give me give me one more day

Please let me wait until tomorrow

I have a chance and I will let it go

It's better to be safe than sorry

'Cause I don't wanna hear

See I told you so so so

So I will find myself a blackhole

I'll live in it to kill the chance of fiascos

Some might say

Oh no what if there's no more tomorrow

It's the same question that I asked myself

Two days ago

Please let me be as brave as that

Stupid girl x years ago