left out (feat. Call Me Karizma) (Explicit) - gnash/Call Me Karizma

Feeling left out

From the right side of your bed

Feelings stressed out

Over every last word you said

Feelings left now

Just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now

'Cause I know you dream me dead

I've been left out

Lied to

Talked about and used

Stared down and laughed at

While walking out of school

You want to put the blame on me

The feelings nothing new

You want to hang more pain on me

There's nothing you can do

A moment lasts inside this coffin

I'm buried often

And everytime you're calling

Once you starting

There's no stoping

You know what

I pick my phone up

Know you can hear me

Just show up

And show love

Just want you near me

But like

Does that even feel right

'Cause I don't want you

If anyone can hold you

All through the night

And is it even fair

Or worth for me

To put up a fight

Just to prove that I'm the one

That you still need out of spite

No more broken hearts

To fall apart to broken promise

No more playing cards

Or broken charts which goes to haunt us

And we don't got to put all of this care

Beyond us but

You don't got to be scared

To be honest

Feeling left out

From the right side of your bed

Feelings stressed out

Over every last word you said

Feelings left now

Just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now

'Cause I know you dream me dead

I thought a lot lately

Please

I wanna stop

Playing this game

Your mom and pops hate me

I know I'm probably not your top choice

As you're drinking

On the rocks lately

Ha

I wanna confess

I wanna die

When you're brought up by friends

And every night

I'm haunted in bed

So I cry

Every drop is a sin

And

I think I'm healing again

But every feeling I'm feeling

Is like I'm peeling the skin

Always dealing with women

In every show and event

But when we're home or if we're out

You're on your phone

Every second

Said that I'm an ass

I said I think you're right

So every conversation

Turns to basically a fight

Stare into my eyes

And tell me what you need

As I pray to God

That you never leave

Feeling left out

From the right side of your bed

Feelings stressed out

Over every last word you said

Feelings left now

Just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now

'Cause I know you dream me dead