Getting too busy to make amends

I should try to make it right

Are you ready for the sh*t to hit

I think you say

You are but aren't

Doctor make it better instantly

You're the only one who can

I've been waiting here my whole damn life

And I've forgotten what I wanted

Maybe I can do it If I put my back into it

I can leave you if I wanted But there's nowhere else that I can go

Maybe I won't suffer If I find a way to love her

I'd be lying to myself But there is no way out that I can see

If I lied you'd know it instantly

So I just had to look away

All the honesty I've ever lost

I can't begin to even curse

I never knew the taste of blood till now

It's clear I never should have known

Breathing fire was never this much fun

So there's a dark side in us all

Maybe I can do it If I put my back into it

I can leave you if I wanted But there's nowhere else that I can go

Maybe I won't suffer If I find a way to love her

I'd be lying to myself But there is no way out that I can see